Expectation

Everything you ever told me
Could have been a lie, we
May never have been in love.
Stuck on thinking that there is
Always something to lose,
Or a hit from above.

I don't need what i'm holding on to.
I wish i knew.

But meanwhile

Fluctuations are aching my
Soul, expectation is taking its
Toll. fluctuations are aching
My soul'cause everything you
Ever told me could have been
A lie we may never have
Been in love.